I'm Heartbroken But Thank You So Much & See You On The Next Plane, My Dear Gamma

I was harboring dreams of eventually adopting you along with the other street fosters but I guess the universe had other plans.  Even though my heart is heavy with grief, I am thankful that I was given the privilege to be part of your short life, my dear Gamma. I've known grief many times before but each time, it cuts me to pieces. I actually am questioning my purpose because I've already lost so many of my street fosters in a rather unkindly manner, to put it politely. I'm also questioning the wisdom of continuing this path but each time I look at my other fosters, I also see you and the others who have crossed the rainbow bridge far too early.  I will never forget you.  I love you dearly with all my heart.  And one day, we will meet again.